Spiritual Revival . .

My negligence from my beloved Father and LORD has brought many dire repercussion and it gives the chill down my spine to only come to a clear understanding between my stand with God.




The image above, is my assignment for the subject, "Principle of Advertising".

The title of the project is " Presentation of a Purchased Soul ".

We were supposed to advertise ourselves and show others what are our value of ourselves are. Yet, I realized, do I even own my life? The day I accepted Christ, is the day I offered my life to Him.

The image also gave a shock towards my lecturer who's a Muslim and I believe it'll have the same effect to many other individuals. Am I afraid to say that Christ lives in my heart? I'm slowly regaining the courage I once had to declare that - to the World.

I'm very grateful for the guidance of the Holy Spirit to bring me back to Bible Study, helping regaining back my senses of what is real and what's not in my delusional life, what's last for an eternity and what doesn't. And more importantly, the reason I'm still alive yesterday, today and maybe tomorrow.

I've slowly took the steps required to clear the obstacles between me and God. I would like to apologize to all my known ones, peers and relatives, for what I've done that brought pain and anguish into your lives.

Life in college isn't easy. The persecution of being a Christian is stated in the Bible,

“If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. 19 If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. 20 Remember the word that I said to you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you. If they kept my word, they will also keep yours." - John 15: 18-20

“Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account. 12 Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

— Matthew 5:10-12

Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted,

—2 Timothy 3:12

But somehow, I'm very sure that I've not projected the impression of Christ living in me in College yet. Yet everyone is starting to isolate me. My speculations are that all these circumstances are based on the past happenings.

This really bring its toll on me as I'm studying a mass comm course, most assignments are based on group work. "5-8 people per group".

Yet, I really thank God for a friend like Anderson, despite being mocked for being with me all the time, he's still not ashamed to say that I'm his good friend. Thank you too , Anderson, from the bottom of my heart.

But God also answered my prayers as He had been merciful by providing me ways to go through my College life. In this semester, many peers who I did not expect to group with actually came true. If that's not the case, I would end up doing at least "3 members' manpower".

Financially, I'm still not doing very well. What more, December is coming = X month is coming.

Working on all sort of solutions to it, but if God has other plans or me, I'll follow.

Before I end this post, I personally thank those who prayed for me and always been there for me. Thank you dear :)

* Coming up next, "Let's get down to real business". *

God bless, cheers.